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k board... scrape the white bone.
Home is the heroin home from the sea. and the hustler
home from The Bill....
The Pitchman stirs uneasily: "Take over here will
you, kid? Gotta see a man about a monkey."
The Word is divided into units which be all in one
piece and should be so taken, but the pieces can be had
in any order being tied up back and forth, in and out
fore and aft like an innaresting sex arrangement. This
book spill off the page in all directions, kaleidescope of
vistas, medley of tunes and street noises, farts and riot
yipes and the slamming steel shutters of commerce,
screams of pain and pathos and screams plain pathic,
copulating cats and outraged squawk of the displaced
bull head, prophetic mutterings of brujo in nutmeg
trances, snapping necks and screaming mandrakes, sigh
of orgasm, heroin silent as dawn in the thirsty cells,
ъadio Cairo screaming like a berserk tobacco auction,
and flutes of ъamadan fanning the sick junky like a
gentle lush worker in the grey subway dawn feeling
with delicate fingers for the green folding crackle..
This is ъevelation and Prophecy of what I can pick
up without FM on my 1920 crystal set with antennae
of jissom.... Gentle reader, we see God through our
assholes in the Hash bulb of orgasm.... Through
these orifices transmute your body.... The way OUT
is the way IN....
Now I, William Seward, will unlock my word horde.
. My Viking heart fares over the great brown river
where motors put put put in jungle twilight and whole
trees float with huge snakes in the branches and sad-
eyed lemurs watch the shore, across the Missouri field
(The Boy finds a pink arrowhead) out along distant
train whistles, comes back to me hungry as a street boy
don't know to peddle the ass God gave him....
Gentle ъeader, The Word will leap on you with leopard
man iron claws, it will cut off fingers and toes like an
opportunist land crab, it will hang you and catch your
jissom like a scrutable dog, it will coil round your thighs
like a bushmaster and inject a shot glass of rancid ecto-
plasm.... And why a scrutable dog?
The other day I am returning from the long lunch
thread from mouth to ass all the days of our years, when
I see an Arab boy have this little black and white dog
know how to walk on his hind legs.... And a big
yaller dog come on the boy for affection and the boy
shove it away, and the yaller dog growl and snap at the
little toddler, snarling if he had but human gift of
tongues: "A crime against nature right there."
So I dub the yaller dog Scrutable.... And let me
say in passing, and I am always passing like a sincere
Spade, that the Inscrutable East need a heap of salt to
get it down... Your ъeporter bang thirty grains of
M a day and sit eight hours inscrutable as a turd.
"What are you thinking?" says the squirming Ameri-
can Tourist....
To which I reply: "Morphine have depressed my
hypothalamus, seat of libido and emotion, and since the
front brain acts only at second hand with back-brain
titillation, being a vicarious type citizen can only get
his kicks from behind, I must report virtual absence of
cerebral event. I am aware of your presence, but since
it has for me no affective connotation, my affect having
been disconnect by the junk man for the non-payment,
I am not innarested in your doings.... Go or come,
shit or fuck yourself with a rasp or an asp -- tis well done
and fitting for a queen -- but The Dead and The Junky
don't care.... " They are Inscrutable.
"Which is the way down the aisle to the water closet?"
I asked the blonde usherette.
"ъight through here, sir.... ъoom for one more in-
side."
"Have you seen Pantopon ъose?" said the old junky
in the black overcoat.
The Texas sheriff has killed his complicit Vet., Brow-
beck The Unsteady, involved in horse heroin racket.
. A horse down with the aftosa need a sight of
heroin to ease his pain and maybe some of that heroin
take off across the lonesome prairie and whinny in
Washington Square.... Junkies rush up yelling:
"Heigh oOO Silver."
"But where is the statuary?" This arch type bit of
pathos screeched out in tea-room cocktail lounge with
bamboo decorations, Calle Juarez, Mexico, DF.... Lost
back there with a meatball rape rap... a cunt claw
your pants down and you up for rape that's statutory,
brother....
Chicago calling... come in please... Chicago
calling... come in please.... What you think I got
the rubber on for goulashes in Puyo? A mighty wet
place, reader....
"Take it off! Take it off1"
The old queen meets himself coming round the other
way in burlesque of adolescence, gets the knee from
his phantom of the Old Old Howard... down skid
row to Market Street Museum shows all kinds mastur-
bation and self-abuse... young boys need it special....
They was ripe for the plucking forgot way back yon-
der in the corn hole... lost in little scraps of delight
and burning scrolls....
ъead the metastasis with blind fingers.
Fossil message of arthritis...
"Selling is more of a habit than using." -- Lola La
Chata, Mexico, DF.
Sucking terror from needle scars, underwater scream
mouthing numb nerve warnings of the yen to come,
throbbing bite site of rabies...
"If God made anything better he kept it for himself,"
the Sailor used to say, his transmission slowed down
with twenty goof balls.
(Pieces of murder fall slow as opal chips through
glycerine. )
Watching you and humming over and over "Johnny's
So Long At The Fair."
Pushing in a small way to keep up our habit..
"And use that alcohol," I say slamming a spirit lamp
down on the table.
"You fucking can't -- wait -- hungry junkies all the time
black up my spoons with matches.... That's all I
need for pen Indef. the heat rumbles a black spoon in
the trap....
"I thought you was quitting.... Wouldn't feel right
fucking up your cure.
"Takes a lot of guts to kick a habit, kid."
Looking for veins in the thawing flesh. Hour-Glass of
junk spills its last black grains into the kidneys....
"Heavily infected area," he muttered, shifting the tie
up.
"Death was their Culture Hero," said my Old Lady
looking up from the Mayan Codices.... "They got
fire and speech and the corn seed from death.... Death
turns into a maize seed."
The Ouab Days are upon us
raw pealed winds of hate and mischance
blew the shot.
"Get those fucking dirty pictures out of here," I told
her. The Old Time Schmecker supported himself on a
chair back, juiced and goof-balled... a disgrace to
his blood.
"What are you one of these goof-ball artists?"
Yellow smells of skid row sherry and occluding liver
drifted out of his clothes when he made the junky ges-
ture throwing the hand out palm up to cope...
smell of chili houses and dank overcoats and atro-
phied testicles....
He looked at me through the tentative, ectoplasmic
flesh of cure... thirty pounds materialized in a month
when you kick... soft pink putty that fades at the
first silent touch of junk.... I saw it happen... ten
pounds lost in ten minutes... standing there with
the syringe in one hand... holding his pants up with
the other
sharp reek of diseased metal.
Walking in a rubbish heap to the sky... scattered
gasoline fires... smoke hangs black and solid as excre-
ment in the motionless air... smudging the white
film of noon heat... D.L. walks beside me... a
reflection of my toothless gums and hairless skull .
flesh smeared over the rotting phosphorescent bones
consumed by slow cold fires... He carries an open
can of gasoline and the smell of gasoline envelopes him.
.Coming over a hill of rusty iron we meet a group
of Natives... Hat two-dimension faces of scavenger
fish....
"Throw the gasoline on them and light it....
QUICK...
white Hash... mangled insect screams .
I woke up with the taste of metal in my mouth back
from the dead
trailing the colorless death smell
afterbirth of a withered grey monkey
phantom twinges of amputation...
"Taxi boys waiting for a pickup," Eduardo said and
died of an overdose in Madrid....
Powder trains burn back through pink convolu-
tions of tumescent flesh... set off flash bulbs of
orgasm... pin-point photos of arrested motion
smooth brown side twisted to light a ciga-
rette....
He stood there in a 1920 straw hat somebody gave
him... soft mendicant words fallings like dead birds
in the dark street....
"No... No more... No mas..."
A heaving sea of air hammers in the purple brown
dusk tainted with rotten metal smell of sewer gas...
young worker faces vibrating out of focus in yellow
halos of carbide lanterns... broken pipes exposed....
"They are rebuilding the City."
Lee nodded absently.... "Yes... Always..."
Either way is a bad move to The East Wing..
If I knew I'd be glad to tell you....
"No good... no bueno... hustling myself...."
"No glot... C'lom Fliday"
Tangier, 1959.